Thursday, August 21, 2008

Not Waving But Drowning

When I go to a new school I am shy, and people can easily see that.  It usually takes me about a week or two before I get over my initial shyness.  I'm the type of person that waits for people to find me.  It is really hard for me to put myself out and make a goofball out of myself, and ask other people, who I don't know, if I can sit with them.  It's a Little weird, but true.  After two weeks I am bolder, and can pull myself out of my shell.  People change the way they consider me.  Also since I am good at math people come to me and ask questions.  That simple thing makes me feel so much better.  When someone changes his or her opinion about you, if it is a good change, then I usually like it.  If it is a bad change, then I don't like it, because it is usually wrong.  When I change my opinion about someone else, in a way it makes me feel weird.  Especially if I had said something to them that enforced my opinion about them.  It is so hard for me to come back and apologize for that statement. After that I can except them for who they really are.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I used to be like that too but i decided to change that

George said...

I am also somewhat shy with people I don't know for the first 2-3 weeks. I am also really good at math too.

Sugrstix said...

I really liked this! i didnt really know this. i am a loud mouth and really outgoing and i intimidate alot of people. so that is something that i am having to work on. :)

Abby <3